Do any one have same sitivation like me?

Why god is so unfair to some people. I had seperated parents in my childhood, i grown pencil skinny throug my teens and even a single girl do not bother to look me , I am bad at health, now very week even though i put little weight. I married a girl who i dint like physcially because of parents forced..I had a bad brother(i have to spend a good amount of my sal for him as he is not responsible) and the list goes on and on......where i have frds having super duper cool life,,,good health, good looking prosperous family,,,weekly change girl friends....why god is soooo......some time i think god is there or not....i am 35 almost good half of my life was like this...